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Subject:Ugh so damn sore!
Time:05:56 pm
Current Mood:soresore
Hello all!

It's been awhile since I posted but alot has been going on and I've been really exhausted half the time when I get home so I dont feel like driving to the library. Ok here's some updates: got the corrections job at the local jail, it's ok it's a private jail so there is a lot of BS polotics involved. Got my ass kicked today in class for my CO position, we practiced take down moves on each other and my partner kicked me right in my bad ankle (not a fun feeling) so now I'm gimping around and am gonna ice it when I get home. My parents officially have gone and lost it. They keep sending me hate mail and saying what a bad person I am. It's bad enough I have to hear it from inmates at work I dont want to read it in my personal email. I had to give Wrangler up :( . We moved to this new apartment not realizing that it was slightly smaller than our last and Wrangler was going nuts being cooped up in a little place and only getting a couple hours play time with me when I came home. He's ok though, I took him to a shelter down south where a buddy used to work and before I signed him over one of the staff wanted him for their own so instead of having to pay to give him up I asked her some questions about her property and other dogs and stuff and it sounded like Wrangler will have a blast with some new friends. I still cried like a baby on the way home alone without my partner in crime. BUT I had to go to the doc a couple weeks ago for a checkup thing and decided while letting this shot I got settle out I went to the pet store next door and in the very back they had two puppies that apparently weren't wanted cause they were mixed so I actually found a guy I went to high school with working there and he told me they were blue heeler( another name for cattle dog) and rat terrier and that he saw the other dogs this breeder had that were the same mix and that they are only medium sized dogs. The boy puppy was sooo adorable. I dragged myself away and called Diane to say I was coming home and that I saw the cutest puppy. Needless to say we both returned to the pet store later that night and got the little boy. He's so cute. Dont have any pictures yet but will post them soon. His name is Max and is a pretty quick learner. He's getting the whole house breaking thing pretty quick but his damn small bladder makes it so he can only hold it for about and hour tops. He's getting there though and this week he'll be 9 wks old. I am in the second round of the hiring process for the Speedway police department. I've got this book of paper work to fill out asking an million and one questions it seems. I hope I get it though the pension is great and there are some awesome benefits. Ok my ankle is really throbbing now so I'm gonna head home. Have a "corrections" type of day.
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Subject:Ugh, will someone hire me!!
Time:11:48 am
Current Mood:boredbored
Hello all,

Well I quit my last job. I couldnt stop coughing and it was getting to the point they were deep and sometimes bloody so I said screw you and quit. I just got done with an interview at the jail downtown to be a corrections officer. They seemed pretty impressed with me and said I should be getting a call shortly to come back in. Well got devastating news from the military. I was all clear and ready to sign my contract for the Army reserve and we got a call from the higher ups that said that I've been ruled unfit for duty because of my skin cancer and will not be able to rejoin any military service. Yeah, I dont cry that much hardly ever really but I actually broke down in my car when I got the call. It was something I've been looking forward to for quite some time and the money I was going to get Diane and I were really counting on. So now I'm back to square one and am going to fight the ruling if I can. Ok I'm also house shopping and have to get busy so maybe I'll update more later! Have a good week people and as always have a "corrections" kind of day! Laters!

PS. We are doing fine and the boy is finally starting to calm down out of his puppy stage.
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Subject:Alive and kicking but a little sore
Time:07:17 pm
Current Mood:groggysore as hell still
Hello all,

Sorry it has been awhile. I live on the opposite side of town I used to and it's a little harder to get to a computer with internet access. We are all doing well. Wrangler is crazy as ever. His new thing is to see if he can jump his kiddie gate that keeps him out of our bedroom. Well a lot of shit has happened recently and I mean a lot! Last wensday Diane and I decided to go out to eat dinner we left at 8 and took her car we got back around 9 and I took the boy out for a walk, when we returned to the apartment there was a bright green sticker on the back of my car. I looked at it and it was from the security guard that goes around our apartment complex that said my vehicle was abandoned because of no plate, I freaked and looked down and some asshole had stole my license plate off my car! Who the hell steals a hoosier veteran license plate?! The time on the sticker said that the guard was there at 8:40 so the ass did it within a half hour of us leaving! Anyways, called the cops the filed a report to keep an eye out for it. Had to call off work the next day so I could stand in line for 2hours at the BMV to get a new plate. Then Diane's kids are on this new kick that they dont like their mom being a lesbian so they are refusing to visit us until I leave her and she returns to her ex husband. Sorry kids I love ya but I dont plan on going anywhere. That was over the weekend. then monday night right before we were going to bed I took Wrangler on his nightly walk and when we reached the bottom steps Wrangler started acting funny like someone was near us. I kept walking and when I went to walk past the back bumper of my car Wrangler refused to budge. I told him to come on and go potty then he took off around my car (be it I had him on a leash still in my hand) and some mexican guy took off running. I would have took off after him if I noticed what he was doing right away but it took me a second to see that he had Diane's car's and my car's gas caps open and that he had been trying to syphen (sp?) our gas! I took the boy on for his pit stop then went home and got our car keys and checked our gas levels. Luckily Wrangler must have spooked the guy before he could get anything. So needless to say by this point I was not a happy camper. Tuesday went pretty well until we went downtown to get some stuff for me and when we were coming back and were about to pull into the apartment complex BAM!!!! Someone hits us from behind!!! I had subway in my lap which went flying into the dashboard. I must have clasped my hands into a fist when we hit cause when I realized what had happened the tea I had got was crushed in my hands. My hand hit Diane's passenger window so hard it cracked the glass, Her headrests are really low cause she drives an old buick to the point they are even with my shoulders so when we got hit my head went all the way back and now I have severe whiplash. Luckily the seatbelts held but now I have a major bruise across my shoulder and upper right chest.Diane's hands slipped off the steering wheel and bashed into her dash and since she's a bit shorter than me she got whiplash too just not as bad. We did a quick check of each other then got out to see the other guy. Some mexican kid jumps out of his now front end totaled car. And starts screaming "no english, no english I call my brother" I call my brother? Sounds like broken english to me!! We tried getting information out of him and Diane called 911 cause the kid had a bloody nose and we were really sore. The guy behind the kid ended up being a retired sheriff and agreed to stay as a witness. While Diane was on the phone I decided to move the car cause we were blocking a lot of traffic. By the time I got out of the car I maroon vehicle passed me with some damage on the front. Didn't think to much our complex has a lot of screwed up cars in it. I walked to Diane which by now we were really hurting. and asked where no english boy went she flipped around and the car that had passed me was him!! The fucker ran!! The retired sheriff went after him right as the cops and paramedics showed up. The emts looked us over and said we both had whiplash and that I had to be careful with my neck for awhile and might consinder wanting and MRI to look for major damage. The ex-sheriff returned and said as soon as they hit the main road they took off at about 80mph and he didnt want to wreck his car going after them and was unable to get a plate number. So needless to say we were up shit creek without a paddle. We are both feeling better now. I still cant look fully straight up or move my head quickly. Ok it's getting late and I need to check on some other stuff online before we leave. So I hope everyone else is doing well. As always have a "no english" kinda day! Laters people!!
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Subject:Oh..damn maybe I should update more often!!
Time:08:49 am
Current Mood:happyhappy
Hello all,
I swear I've been busy and couldn't get online. I'm not ignoreing you guys. I check my friends list thing on the internet on my phone so I can stay somewhat posted. Ok so I begin: I'm alive!!! I dropped my security job and got a job at the warehouse Diane used to work at and it makes pretty good money for being a forklift driver. We are both strapped for cash but are somehow making it through. Oh!!! I applied to the Speedway Fire Department a while ago I think I actually mentioned it in a previous entry. But I have passed three of the five hiring stages!!!! All that's left is the physical agility test with tests that apply towards firefighting and a face to face interview with the chief and Speedway fire Board!! YAY!! It will be so amazingly cool if I make it. This department covers the Indy 500 race and anything at the track including NASCAR and is said to be one of the best departments to be on!!! Here's hoping! Ok on to other stuff. Diane and I are doing well. We still haven't had one fight which honestly amazes the hell out of me. I did kinda snap at her kids the time before last we had them. They kept disobeying Diane and making WAY to much noise and fuss for late at night so I yelled at them to sit on the couch shut up and watch TV or they were going to bed right then with not another word spoken. They picked up pretty quick I meant it since they've never heard me raise my voice and it even spooked Diane but she said later she just couldnt get them to listen and just let them do their own thing and I explained that this is our apartment and there are mutual rules they have to abide by to stay here. So they were really good this past weekend when we had them. Plus it did help I bought a new distraction more for me but for our family. His name is Wrangler. I got him at the pound/ humane society about two and a half weeks ago. He's so adorable! He is so my boy too! He doesnt listen to Diane that much but he's slowly learning his commands and is for the most part housebroken. He at least knows to sit by the door and tug his leash if he needs to go. He's half Austrailian cattle dog and half pitbull. He doesnt have much pit in him but he does like to chew. Thank god for rope bones! I'm doing good. A little stressed about being broke and busting my ass at work but I'm making it through. Diane is such a wonderful help when it comes to someone I can talk to or just cuddle up to and relax. Oh sorry to see you down Ray. Dont worry things will turn around. Beleive me sometimes ya got to be really low before the sun starts to rise. Ok got to go get some sleep so I can function at work! Be safe people! And as always have a "playful pup" kinda day!! Laters!! And just for your viewing entertainment, I've made you a link to see pics of me and my boy! The Boi's boy!
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Subject:so...hot..cant..go..on
Time:01:57 pm
Current Mood:hothot
Hey everybody,

Let me tell you when the humidity is 95% and the temps are in the upper 80's and then your damn air conditioning(sp?) dies on you it really really sucks some major ass!!! Our a/c broke down about 2p yesterday and now our apartment is like a damn steam room. We have every fan we own on high and the windows cracked and it's still hot as hell. Ugh we called maintenance last night and they said they'd be in today so hopefully it's fixed by the time I get home. I can't sleep another night coated in sweat. I joked with Diane if the air isnt on by the time I come home we're sleeping in the kitchen with the fridge open! Anyways on to other news. I'm about to kill some clerk in St. Louis! My reserves paperwork is still being held for some dumb ass reason. Grrr. Oh! before I cut out off here for work, I got an odd email from my grandparents. It said that since they kinda raised me when I was young they consider me one of their kids and not a grandchild and even though my parents aren't speaking to me they still love me! Kinda freaked me out but oh well we'll see where this goes. Oh and Alex (not me) your welcome. In time things fall into place. Ok people, have a "gleeful" afternoon and an excellent week! Laters!!
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Subject:hello, hello
Time:12:29 am
Current Mood:bouncycaffinated
Ugh, I'm tired from work but need to get some stuff done online so I'm here at the computer lab with Diane. I'm turning my two week notice in to my security company tomorrow. I've got a couple prospects that may be calling pretty soon one being a firefighter position at the house a couple blocks away. Still waiting on the reserves. My Sergeant told me we're basically waiting on a final packet to come in from St. Louis then every thing will be set in motion very quickly. I just wish they'd hurry the hell up! I'm tired of waiting and want to get going with this. Mom and dad have completely stopped talking to me and quit calling. That's ok though that was expected. Finally got a call from my buddy Ben! Of course he called right in the middle of me polishing my boots to I had to like juggle a boot, can of polish, and try to answer my cell at the same time. We talked for like an hour or so. He's doing good so I'm happy, I was starting to worry about him. He told me his partner will be moving to england to be with him soon so I'm excited for them! Ok enough procrastinating (sp?) got to get done what I came here for. Have a "management difficulties" type of day! Laters!!
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Time:01:24 am
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Hello all,

Quick update since earlier. Diane and I are doing well. I have a couple of new job prospects so things might get hopeful. Haven't heard from my bestest buddy Ben yet. Getting kinda worried about him. I'd call him but yeah he's in England. Hope he's doing ok. Army is being a royal pain in the ass. They are taking their sweet ass time getting all my necessary paperwork through to those who need it. Grrr wish they'd hurry the hell up and make a decision already! Ok, have stuff to do then going to go goof off at home with my girl. Have a "simply marvelous darling" day! Laters!!
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Subject:Ok, I swear I'm still alive! LOL
Time:01:57 pm
Current Mood:calmButch as hell! lol!
Hello all,

Wow, I just realized when the last time I updated was!! Sorry but I've been incredibly busy! News on the home front: Parents and I had a small fight about my sexuality....again, work still sucks some major ass, and the best part and about the only thing that's pulling me through the bullshit of life....I moved in with Diane...well, we got an apartment together so technically we moved in together! YAY!!!!!!!!!! I'm undescribably happy with her and so we decided with the stress we both were going through to move out of our parents and in together. Her parents are fine with it as of she's been on her own before but mine of course are the complete opposite. They called me a few times but now just leave me shitty voicemails and are ungrateful for presents (bought mom a mothers day gift and she didnt say jack about it, not even a thank you) Diane's parents love me and her family is a riot. We are very happy and both currently looking for better jobs so we'll be even happier (sorry I had to brag). Rachel, very cute prom pics girl! I promise I'll try to post some pics of Diane and I soon. OH!!!! I finally got to cut my hair back to like it is in the pics you all have seen!!!! YAY! Next stop is getting the body back to what it was. I hope everyone is having an awesome week and weekend! Benji you still alive man?! As always kiddies, Have a "gleeful" kind of day! lol Laters!
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Subject:moving along quite nicely
Time:01:45 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
Hello everyone,

I'm skipping my lunch so I can actually check my mail and get rid of the ton of junk mail I get. Also thought I'd update since I'm on. Work is ok. We just got a new girl in to replace the guy that just got hired at the correctional facility and she hates the warehouse so we're thinking she may quit before the end of the week. Which would royally suck seeing that Mike and I are the only two left and we'd have to pull 12hr shifts non-stop until we get a newbie. Got rid of the Sergeant I was working with on campus. The guy is a retard that sits around and gets nothing done. I've switched to a sergeant at the National Guard headquarters here. So far he has been really good. My profile is being reviewed by docs right now and we're waiting to hear when I can go in. I got a 97 out of a possible 99 on my ASVAB (the test you have to take to help determine your military career) which is awesome. I was supposed to be taking the physical today but it's on hold till we hear from the doc. Diane and I are doing well. She had some problems at her job with DHL. She got sick friday night and asked to go home so they let her. Well they didn't call her to come back in monday or tuesday so her friend called her up and said that the managers were saying that she had quit friday night. She was quite pissed. She went in and had some words with them and they said that they understood it as though she had quit her job. She hadn't quit that night but she did then. I got her a job from a buddy of mine that works at a warehouse down the street from the one I guard. So it's all good she quit and got hired on the same day. I'm hoping to be out of Indy and in training by the end of April. I'm not looking to forward to it cause I'll be leaving Diane here. But we've talked about it and she's very supportive and we really love each other so we should be fine. My family is really starting to hate the idea of me going in again. They keep seeing all the soldiers getting killed and say I'm next if I join. I just tell them I've done it before and I'll do it again in a heartbeat. To me, I'm not afraid of death I've come to close to it to many times with my cancer. And dying for something you believe in is completely honorable to me. I'm the only one in my family on both sides who's been in the military since the civil war. And hope I can inspire my younger relatives that the military isn't a bad thing and that fighting for you country is very rewarding. My little bro already wants to sign up but he's on depression medication so he's automatically out for good. Any way! I hope everyone is doing well and having a good time now that the weather is slowly starting to turn towards the good even tho freakin gas is $2.30 a gal!!! Where's a motorcycle shop when you need one. Have a great week people and as always have a "gleeful" day! Laters!!!
PS. Benji give me a call so I know you're still alive man!!! Oh yeah also, Diane has been smoke free for over two weeks now!!
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Time:02:11 pm
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Hello all!

Ok I'm really sorry I haven't updated in...well quite a while but I've been distracted in an oh so good way! Diane and I have been hanging out a lot and am pretty serious to the point we have nice matching rings (pics later). I got promoted at work to assistant supervisor so we've been doing a lot of hiring and firing and then some firing and hiring lol I hate my job sometimes but it pays the bills and has free insurance that I desperately need. I'm going to my sergeants later today to find out my info and if I can start training soon. Oh!!! I got the call from Connie (ex from Phoenix) that everyone loves to hear 3yrs to late! It was the " I fucked up and want you back" call. I explained to her that I am very happy with Diane probably more happy than I ever was with her which is so the truth. I dont have to worry about Diane sneaking around and doing stupid shit behind my back and then lying to me about it. Connie wasn't happy but oh well not my problem. Diane's kids are great her little boy reminds me so much of my little bro which is kinda scary but we laugh about it. He is definetly a momma's boy just like my bro. He was rather jealous when we took them to the circus but I bought them off with snocones and her son quit hiding behind his hoody. We decided to get a place together after I return from training that way we'll have more than enough cash to pay off any security deposit and rent. Ok she's sitting beside me and I dont want to bore her to much and well yeah she's beside me and I can think of many more things I could do with her than type!! Have an excellent week people and as always have a "head over heels" type of day!! Laters!

OH just because I'm so proud of her my girl quit smoking 7 days ago and is going strong!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!
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